May 1, 2012

too much knowledge; the Joneses; leading early house churches

Tuesday Bible Study May 1, 2012


<>How much knowledge of Bible [Torah, Qu'ran, sutra or other holy book] is enough? Perhaps the value is not so much the command of detail and the heights that one climbs to gain an overview of deeper patterns and relationships. Instead the value comes in time and repetition: by going to the Book with a question or curiosity, the simple fact of active engagement (imagery of clinging to the vine to sustain growth) is what matters, not whether one gets to the bottom of the matter in any final sense. And yet the question remains: by deferring actions because one needs first to know more Bible, then nothing is accomplished outside of the garden of one's mind. The opposite extreme is to put all effort into deeds, without periodically going back to the Word. Best of all, perhaps, is to discover a productive cycle between incomplete knowledge and imperfect actions in the World. In other words, one should intend and hunger for better comprehension of the Word, and one should intend and hunger for tangible results in the World. But one should also accept the unending and imperfect condition under which the cycle rolls along during one's lifecourse, and then across one generation to the next, and over the course of one historical era to the next.


<>Status preoccupations. The urge to "keep up with the Jones" and to benchmark oneself to those taken to be peers, either measuring oneself as a little worse or better than those reference points. Although each follower is on a different road and has different burdens and vehicles to travel the road, in God's eyes we all are equivalent; none can claim absolute moral superiority. Sin big or small (by Worldly measures) is no different in separating a person from God and from the habit of seeking to be holy; whole; healing. By sheer repetition we tend to judge how well we are doing not in reference to God's will, but in reference to family or friends.


<>Early (primitive) church [eklesia: those called out from the others; saints in the World]. How would traditions be reproduced from site to site and from one generation to the next? Would there be squabbles over who is an authority; who is authorized to dictate a course of action, or who could perform wedding, funeral, baptism, communion, laying on of hands, exorcism, etc? With no written text (unless copied by hand of the OT set of Wisdom Books, Laws, Histories, Pentateuch/Septuagint), all scripture would be oral tradition. Certain itinerant experts of one or more books would reside for a time to tell all about these; sometimes also writing it all down. But with little institutional momentum to carry the small grouping forward, and some degree of external persecution connected to the rumor mill/grapevine of the day, it seems like the likelihood of small house churches rising and falling would be common. And yet those first 300 years it all did persist somehow.


<>Distractions and dissipation of modern times. Where once information was scarce and imagination filled in the vast spaces where information was unavailable or in a form unusable, now there is "more information than there is shit to know about." [quoted from movie, Apocalypse Now]. Where once hunger to learn more prevailed, now there is resistance to spend one's attention on the myriad versions of Bible and proliferation of titles and authors. The essential message and the teachings it comes from remains unchanged, but perhaps it is harder than ever to keep a firm grip on it. There are as many paths to that message as there are different kinds of people; a sort of modern day Tower of Babel. And yet paradoxically, this superabundance may drown rather raise us. What to do? The analogy of the Internet rate of information doubling may suggest an answer: algorithms that track the information that actually is accessed and used is one kind of filter. Word of mouth (social tagging and 'buzz' about certain content) is another filter.

Apr 17, 2012

several reflections, April 17 men's Bible study

also from Sunday's sermon and the youth group meeting before the worship service of April 15.

-We wrestle with the teachings of OT and NT in an effort to form a clearer picture in our minds of the descriptions and meanings of the teachings so that we may be a little holier (not to claim moral superiority, but just for the satisfaction of feeling, thinking, seeing and acting closer to our creator). And yet these feats of logic and memory are unlikely to lead to Truth Breaking Forth in any but partial and fleeting flashes. So then, is the exercise futile? No, much as the image of the fruit and the vine, the effort to engage and wrestle with the Word fills our waking minds, and to that extent excludes the fluff and noise of everyday concerns. In and of itself, daily visits to the Word have meaning, therefore. In addition, as we travel life's road, it is helpful to bring questions and anxieties to the Word since it is unchanging. For if we rely on internal reasoning and the acrobatic powers of rationalization, then anything we do can be self-confirming, self-authorizing, self-validating, self-righteous. Only be going to an external point of reference like the life of Jesus and his followers, as well as the foundation of OT that he lived in can we expect a better compass.


-All right, so we are forgiven by the atonement paid in Rabbi Jesus of Nazareth. But the power of this forgiveness of sins big and small for all time comes by accepting that gift. It is given to us, but until we accept it, acknowledge it, and return thanks for it, then the full value is unrealized. This is the Love (caritas) of God and the spirit from the Holy Ghost (numous; numinous breath of life; animating force). But then to do wrong; to go against life and what is good in the knowledge that one can seek forgiveness by remorse and repenting –this is an abuse of the relationship. To love one's enemy, to wish peace upon one and all, to turn the other cheek when insulted –these things say, in effect, in God's creation "it is all good," warts and all. In other words, this Love of God is a power that makes all of life and the world a one-way, one-size fits all, all is blessed phenomenon (love 'em all: the washed and the unwashed, the pure and the polluted, the friend and the enemy –and hardest of all, perhaps, the uncaring). Even Lucifer and his minions are in this creation and have a place in it; otherwise God would disallow it.


-Where "the rubber meets the road" in our relationships to God and to each other, Christian (fulfilled 'Jews' covenanted at first by the OT) or otherwise, is in one's heart: right(eous) thinking and feeling/intention leads to right(eous) actions and goals and course of events. And so the effort of Bible study and reflection, haggling over meanings and cross-connections, patterns and relationships recorded is valuable in a few different ways: it occupies one's mind, it ties what may appear random events into functioning connections, and it gives guidance or counterpoint to the bedlam of one's mind. And yet there is no moral superiority to claim in any prideful polishing of one's knowledge. It is significant only to the extent that it strengthens or develops one's heart: that place where love of one's God and one's neighbor begin.


-Living in the model and going forth authorized by Jesus to be God's hands and feet, ears and eyes means that we are living for God and for one's neighbor, not for oneself or one's (self) justification. By definition, then, we become connected to matters beyond our own personal concerns; thereby enriched by playing a part in bigger things.


-Suppose that the unit of discipleship, development in spiritual maturity and path of holy intent is not the worshipping congregation but instead is the individual person. Then our time together is important but temporary, while our relationship and learning of and through and for God is enduring. From this standpoint, then, the decision and organizational difficulties, clash in feeling or respect or personalities are trivial, much as they irritate or give pleasure. The pangs are urgent and hard to dismiss, but these are not what endures between the person and her or his maker.


-Gospel of John: he is selective in the episodes he gives so that we may glimpse something of the lessons to learn. But as a result, we have no fixed doxa or dogma to proclaim. We have questions and possibilities and to the extent that we wrestle with these meanings, we also construct the learning in our own historical moment and lifestage. In other words, the knowledge is built, not transmitted ready-made.


-About breaking break & cup of communion: while Jews of the time and also today have the custom of wine at Sabbath and pesach/Passover, and also the bread will be blessed, Rabbi Jesus does something novel by putting these elements into the hands of his followers to be his proxy: the bread his body, the wine his life. And while we are living and thus form one piece of earthly creation, this act of communion is a way of accepting (the all important step of acknowledging and returning thanks for grace; love; forgiveness) Jesus and by extension the things he stands for in his lived example and spoken teachings. Thus to take the communion is to subscribe to his story; the story of forgiving all of everybody. We are inside of God's creation, but in communion that creation (Jesus, Son of Man, heir to fallen world and holy striving) is now inside of us.

Apr 13, 2012

What gospels? Paul on the move

The OT was much in evidence in multiple copies around the time of Jesus, with peripatetic rabbis who created copies where they went. But the events of the NT including the gospels must have started in oral form, eventually taking form in Greek, the common language around the Mediterranean basin at the time. Looking at online estimated dates for the various NT books, it is likely that the path Paul took in the letters he wrote would have been one without any hardcopy; just word of mouth retelling the story of Jesus' life and teachings. Neither would there be chapter and verse references or the concept of a bundle of related books to comprise a NT. When did someone coin this term, in distinction to, but of equal weight to the OT?

Question: how different would things be in an all-oral worship tradition? No publishers and editions and translations. The focus would be on the thread of the teachings and stories, with variations that crept in along the retellings across generations. There would be no liturgist as such, although there could be someone reciting the stories. And if the OT were still written, but NT simply oral, then like the synogogue, a reader would still bring the printed word to life for congregants.

Mar 4, 2012

small group, week 4 of 7

Six of us on Thursday: we talked about the theme for this week's "least you need to believe," which was That God Uses You and Me to Do His Work in the World.

The Jesuits vow to differ from other monastic orders by getting out from the cloister in order to "be in the World but NOT to be of the World." We, too, are agents of God; we are on-call to do his business in the world and are authorized to act as his presence on the ground; on site and "live."

During our small group discussion these three things came up or were triggered in my own mind.
(1) Prayer experiences by several in our circle were shared in which some result was noticable, although not always as one hoped or expected. Reflection: perhaps the act of praying clears one's mind and places one is a correct posture in order to perceive and receive what is already present, but because of one's anxiety or preoccupations has been invisible. In other words, God's solutions are all around us; the past and the future merge into one place (the seed and the flower coexisting).
(2) Loving God and loving one's neighbor (as oneself) is a two-way process involving a giver and a receiver. Sometimes it feels harder to accept another person's offer of help, kind words or other expression of love. And yet by allowing that person to express their love, in fact both parties gain.
(3) Striving for more of the World (status, power, wealth, respect) versus living in the moment, sufficient with what is in one's hands right now: reckoning the value of one's earthly life, merit or worth in God's eyes is not based on mortal logic, so perhaps a kind word or helpful deed is just as valuable as creating a social service or community joy. Perhaps the one-on-one accomplishment is as valuable or more valuable than the headline goodworks like Carnegie Libraries donated to towns across the country. After all, the story of the Widow's Mite (2 pennies in the money plate) teaches that significance is scaled to the person. Therefore no matter how small the kindness, when scaled to the individual spirit and heart, these opportunities to do a kindness should be seized upon.

Later in the week, I began to reflect on the premise of the book's title, What's the least you need to believe to be a Christian. On the one hand the state of being a Christian is a persisting condition that you are immersed in. So, yes, you have arrived at a "destination." But perhaps more importantly you never arrive there since it, like Faith itself, is a dynamic condition that is always in process; emergent; soon to be, however not yet. Accordingly, a better title might be ...to believe to BECOME a Christian.

Taking a different angle to rewriting the title, the "need to" gives one the feeling that this bar is set low, and that to jump over this bar will yield the full reward. Alternatives include:

"What's the least I should/would/could/must believe to be a Christian"?
Each of these variations shifts the emphasis or focus:
--should means that it is strongly advised, although not necessarily required.
--would means that I myself can define the boundaries according to my will and commitment.
--could means that I take an experimental approach [could as 'hypothetically']; a related meaning is could as 'capable of doing' within my own limitations.
--must means that it is imperative; as essential as food and water are required to live.

Mar 1, 2012

"spiritual but not religious"

today on the radio, also to replay online or download as mp3 file, 
http://onpoint.wbur.org/2012/03/01/leaving-religion-behind 

"Spiritual but not religious," is the box that an awful lot of Americans are checking these days.  Into God, as they define God.  Into soul.  Into spirituality.  But not, very often, in a house of worship.  In church.

Big church historian Diana Butler Bass as been watching the trend, along with a whole lot of worried church-goers, for many years.  Now she's ready to call it, in her faith and beyond.  The end of the old.  The birth of something powerful and new.


This hour, On Point:  God after religion.  The end of church, she says, and the birth of a new spiritual awakening.


author of the new book Christianity After Religion: The End of Church and the Birth of a New Spiritual Awakening.

Feb 28, 2012

Pray for right relationship, then the rest will follow

"His will be done." That comes from striving for the right heart (+spirit +mind +strength/body): so long as you reach toward Holiness and the giving heart of God's 'karitas' (love), then whatever actions follow, and the responses to whatever circumstances are presented to you will result is "His will be done, on earth as it is in heaven."

Maybe the analogy of golf works here: with proper posture, grip, habits of swing and correct frame of mind (un-preoccupied; fully present), then as a natural result the ball will travel where it should. So, too, the habits of one's heart and the discipline (re+ligare) of being fully present when engaging with others, fully open to God's will, and fully vigilant against Ego interfering will produce the best fruits of one's efforts.

There is an apparent conflict of driving in the direction of Holiness on the one hand, and going to places that appear unholy and Worldly. How best to reconcile these different destinations?

Jan 24, 2012

religion as discipline; simple but complicated; wrong questions to ask

reflections on last week and this week at the round table of morning men's Bible study:
 
<1> Seeking answers from The Creator, sometimes we may well be asking the wrong question and thus be looking in the wrong direction for the answer to come. Or perhaps the general question is all right, but the nature of language (determinate, mortal, specific rather than open-ended and similar to the infinite) forever holds to poorly formed questions - right direction, but weak execution of the matter.
 
<2> Simple but complicated. On the road to relating to The Infinite, there are many useful details to seek after and fit into one's expanding understanding. As a result there is much clutter, useful or not, though it may be. So it is worth regularly retuning the key message and purpose: Stay Engaged, wrestle with The Word. Seek the will of God and once you grasp hold of something definite, continue with a strand of (self) doubt to question if the source is one's will or that of the Almighty.
 
<3> They say that religion is a sort of training, habit of the heart and body, or discipline (re+ligare; ligaments over and over again). But that does not mean demonstrating one's conformity to the 613 rules that preoccupied the Old Testament times, nor enforcing the literal interpretation of the scripture to prove one's ferventness. Instead the discipline lies in forever wrestling with God's Word (literally Is Ra El, where 'el' or 'al' signifies The Omnipotent).

Dec 18, 2011

Praise & Thanks --vs-- Peace and Justice

How does the experience of participating in the varieties of Protestantism differ to that of Anabaptists like the Religious Society of Friends (Quakers), Amish or followers of Menno Simons (Mennonites), to name some of the more widely known groups? Take Congregationalism: worship each week normally gives attention to both Old and New Testament readings and interpretation. Private or small group Bible study may take place during the week. There is belief in the Trinity aspect of God, combining both the human manifestation in Jesus of Nazareth and the Holy Spirit, along with God the Creator of all. Watchwords are "praise and giving thanks" when engaging in worship of God each Sunday morning, or when praying alone or with others.

By comparison, the watchword for Mennonites and Quakers seems to be "peace [on earth] and social justice." So the attention and efforts are focused on doing the example shown by Jesus. The Praise/Thanksgiving element is not absent or anathema, but the emphasis is on right thinking and right actions; being mindful in the choices to act or intentionally not to (re)act. So the Kingdom of God is in one's own heart, but also in one's actions. The Old Testament God is not very evident, nor is the Jewishness of Jesus and those related teachings. Experiences of God by Quakers, according to one online video by the Watford (England) Friends, describes how each person understands the Creator in individual terms, images and meanings which change over the course of one's lifetime of growth and direction. As a worshiping group, it is not important to define God for all to follow. Instead the power of shared worship is mutual support, aid, respect and hearkening to the Inner Light as something of the Holy Spirit to lead one's life.

In conclusion, are these two ways of understanding God's story, presence and direction contradictory or mutually exclusive of the other? Surely they connect to one another, but the point of emphasis and the number of things to juggle when trying to understand the whole matter and then resolve to respond is different. With the Quakers and Mennonites, the emphasis is on action and individual understanding of the Word of God; it is forward directed. With the mainline Protestants (northern Europe's roots for Lutheran, Presbyterian, Congregational, Methodist, perhaps Baptist –if not allied instead with the Anabaptist roots) the emphasis is divided between understanding God of the OT and God-on-Earth of the NT. Order of Worship, familiar music making, and the Church Year go round and round giving comfort and repeating structure to worshipers across their lifetimes as their interest and capacity for faith waxes and wanes. The church body rather than the individual seems to be the main subject among the Protestants, compared to the Anabaptists. As a result the group members come and go, but the organization sails along with a feeling of unchanging equilibrium.

Nov 29, 2011

Christmas season 2011, Gospel John's angle

Men's Bible study circle this morning at 7 totaled 10. That's a lot for a 4 person round table! After last week's run-up to Jesus in Luke, and the week before in Matthew, we took John's perspective. The big words and subtle meanings seem to speak to a specialized and knowledgeable audience, probably ones able to read and write.

On the subject of literacy, among the disciples probably only Matthew (tax agent) and Thomas would be most educated and literate. Of course, too, Jesus was considered a rabbi, whether formally credentialed in the Old Testament, or not.

Whereas the synoptic gospels of M, M, L are descriptive of the events, John goes beyond this to weigh the significance of those events and interpret what they may mean to those who come later. So much of the annual cycle of church events dwells on the advent of the christ (Christmas season) and then the closing chapter (Easter season; passover/pesach), that the smooth flow of events before His time and after His time is out of focus. Yet this is when John is writing: very likely the religious and governmental authorities will have considered the hubbub disposed of with the execution of The Nazarene, but events continued to develop with followers of this rabbi growing in the hinterlands and in Jerusalem itself the Zealots were becoming bolder against the Roman authorities. Finally, the insurrection culminating with the massacre at Masada and the destruction of the Temple in A.D. 70 resulted in the end of Temple Judaism and rise of synagogue worship instead. So those Pharisees and Sagicees from the days of Jesus will have lost their prominence in the civil society of the time. In this setting John composed his gospel for learned readers and listeners.

Nov 25, 2011

worshipping outside one's routine church

Tuesday before Thanksgiving a neighboring church was this year's host to the annual Community Thanksgiving Worship Service.
Even though it is mainstream Protestant like the place I normally attend, the differences in music style, the order of service, and the community-pitched style (ecumenical) caused me to pause and briefly examine each novel element to the service.
 
It occurs to me now that the old question of Form versus Content is present here: while the experience of expressing praise and thanks to God should be the same anywhere, anytime, in fact our mortal minds dwell on the small things on of the surface details. Things like the meter and mode of music, the lighting of the worship space, how the mix of strangers and acquaintances are dressed and exhibit worhiping behaviors, the manner in which the clergy speak to the Word and to the congregants --all these things crowd the senses and distract from the purpose and the message. And so there is an good argument to be made for routine and familiarity that lets the mind concentrate instead on the message and work of expressing praise and thanks as unselfconsciously as possible. There is another interpretation of my estrangement experience in the flow of this ecumenical service in a space I've attended just a few times before. Instead of concluding that familiarity is a good thing; that Form should be subordinate to Content, the other lesson could be that it is precisely this comfortable routinization that we look for each Sunday. When things are routine, then we feel content and can refresh ourselves to face the next 6 days of the week. So which is it: we desire routine or we require routine in order to reach greater heights of spiritual wondering, growth and commitment? Perhaps both at the same time: comfort and challenge?

Oct 25, 2011

Bible study 25 Oct 2011

<> About the attitude when approaching the Word of God: is the object (ink and paper, gilt edges, red lettering for Jesus speech) something of awe? Should one hold one's heart in keen expectation and reverence, or just listen hard to the details translated to modern English, 80 generations from the New Testament events?


----The critical result should be living interpretation and engagement in the words found there, not in its packaging or other outward details. Yes, the form and content are tied closely together, so one should be warned of the surplus and deficit meaning that arises in the process of translation. But to coddle, or gild or encrust with precious stones does not accomplish the inner work of the heart the same way that wrestling with the stories and examples does. Likewise the hall of worship or Meeting Space: this is not holy of itself; rather, it is the act of worshippers gathering and praising that accomplishes this fact.


<> About the layers of practices, customary events and manner of conducting a service of worship, much of what we signal or express comes from the trappings and expectations of our civilization and its methods, including the dominance of the consumer model in place of the steward model. So by comparison to the Primitive Christian Church, whether Jews, God-fearers or Pagans who constitute it, those of us today are distracted by the details of our habits in the annual cycle of readings and activities. Very little of what we recognize for Christianity would be part of those early house churches living in the shadow of persecution. It would be worth excavating those roots to know what, if any, of our routines echo those original ways.


<> Revelatory exercise #1 to try: pull out not just the 'red letter' passages attributed to the Christ, but divide into narrower categories, too, in order to distill patterns:
- list of parables (and context of each)
- list of miracles (and context of each)
- list of actions (for us to emulate in our modern setting?)
- list of declarations or doxa about what is Godliness; holiness
- list of those he engages (sociological categories: women, men, children, lame, power holders, rich…)


<> Revelatory exercise #2 to try: column 1 for Jefferson Bible (just JC words), column 2 from The Message (conversational rendering of the Bible for those same passages).


<> dvd (2007, South Korea) Secret Sunshine includes a scene where young widow discovers Christianity and decides to confront the murder/kidnapper of her young son. But when she gets there he says that he is sorry and has repented to God, thus has been forgiven. She wants to forgive him, as well, but feels trumped by his reply. Emotions and ancient human responses can't fathom the ways of God.

Sep 6, 2011

Men's Bible Study, 6 Sept 2011

Imagine if Jesus (yeshua) were here in 2011 USA and specifically our town:
 
1. What personal habits, organizational life, and calendar of practices would he advocate in order to fulfill his (Jewish) relatioship to God the creator: to love God & one another?
 
2. Where is the balance of spend now, vs. build an endowment for ongoing perpetuation?
 
3. What do "poor in spirit" look like?
 
4. How best to strike a balance between worldly demands and opportunities on the one hand and spiritual exploration, expression and development on the other?

Aug 24, 2011

radio conversations: St. Paul was not a Christian; 5 Questions; Jews & Jesus

recently heard on public radio:

=-=-=-= Science and the Search for Meaning: Five Questions
http://ttbook.org/book/science-and-search-meaning [5 part series]

1.What is Life? >Scientists can now explain virtually every stage of the evolutionary process. But there's a basic question that still mystifies even the best scientists: How did life first begin on Earth?
2. What Does Evolution Want? >Is the evolution of intelligent life inevitable, or a biological accident? We explore the question "What does evolution want?"
3. Does the Soul Still Matter? >Is the soul real or is it just an outdated myth? Some think it can be explained away by new insights from neuroscience and evolutionary biology.
4. Can Islam and Science Coexist? >Islamic culture was once the center of the scientific world. Today the Islamic world lags far behind the West in science and technology. What happened?
5. Can Science Be Sacred? >There's a growing movement of secular scientists who revel in the awe and wonder of nature. In fact, many consider this a religious experience – without God.

=-=-=-= Interfaith Voices, http://www.interfaithradio.org/ >>>Listen to the full interview

Jews, Jesus and the Stain of Deicide

In early March, the Pope published a book renouncing the idea that the Jewish people are responsible for the death of Christ. Though the story has been officially rejected by the Catholic Church since the 1960s, it never quite went away. Much of the myth derives from one line in the Gospel of Matthew, attributed to the Jewish crowd at the trial of Jesus: "Let his blood be on us and on our children." For those who read the Bible literally, it casts a stain of deicide — of killing a god — on Jews for all eternity.
To explore the roots of this story, and its consequences, we turn to James Carroll. He's one of the world's leading scholars on anti-Semitism and he has written the definitive book on the topic. Our story first aired in March 2011.
>>> James Carroll, author of "Constantine's Sword: The Church and the Jews: A History" and "Jerusalem, Jerusalem: How the Ancient City Ignited Our Modern World"

Paul the Jew


Begins at 22 min 30 sec

Many people trace the roots of anti-Semitism back to a single moment: St. Paul's conversion on the road to Damascus. That's when, according to traditional teachings, Paul rejected his Judaism for the new, improved version: Christianity. Bible scholar Pamela Eisenbaum says this interpretation of Paul is not only wrong, it's dangerous. She spoke to Laura Kwerel in October 2009.

>>> Pamela Eisenbaum, author of "Paul Was Not a Christian: The Original Message of a Misunderstood Apostle"



Project Conversion: Muslim Edition


Begins at 31 min 36 sec

Becoming an honorary Muslim - during Ramadan no less - was a hard at first. No food and drink during a heat wave in his hometown of North Carolina. Praying fives times a day. And growing out a beard - despite the objections of his wife- to follow the example of Muhammad. But he also experienced a profound, radically different understanding of what it means to be Muslim in America.

>>> Andrew Bowen, creator of Project Conversion


Aug 19, 2011

invocation, sanctuary, and other frames to focus our attention

Invocation at the Worship Service (but also the opening prayer at Tuesday Men's Bible study) is not so much to call God to the gathering, but the reverse;  to call ourselves to be present in the moment and to hearken to the abiding presence of God. In other words we address ourselves to God, but in fact it is we who need addressing; thus the calls are to our fellow worshippers and theirs to us.
     Similarly, the space for praise and prayer has no inherent supernatural mystery or capacity to bridge our workaday lives to the world of the divine. Instead that bridge is built with the gathering of the believers and those wanting-to-believe. The material trapping and arrangement of color,  symbols, textures and substances, sound and light may well frame or support the flesh and blood components of the undertaking, but these physical "props" are just that --place holders that point us in the right direction. Polytheists may well say the same of idols: these are not immanently divine. They are visual devices to hold the attention of the aspirant. What is the creative and living force cannot be set in stone or metals.

Jul 21, 2011

social sea changes - fatherhood fast forward

Daniel Patrick Moynihan, a four-term U.S. Senator, had some very provocative thoughts when it came to fatherhood:  "From the wild Irish slums of the 19th century Eastern seaboard to the riot-torn suburbs of Los Angeles, there is one unmistakable lesson in American history: a community that allows a large number of young men to grow up in broken families ... never acquiring any stable relationship to male authority, never acquiring any set of rational expectations about the future – that community asks for and gets chaos." [my emphasis added]

Thinking about the asynchronous, anywhere anytime mobile lifestyle of our Internet times, the old boundaries about who to communicate with, where, when and how are dissolving. What then remains firmly fixed? If family definition is fluid and social obligations and supports likewise are fluid and flexible, then does the observation above merely compound and magnify the effects? Is the age of "easy come, easy go" and "whatever" drowning our dignity and humanity, substituting new rudeness for old humility, and swapping new shockvalue for old humor?

Jul 19, 2011

fcc 19 July men's Bible study

The "living God" comes up at NT Matthew 16. Is this different to "Word made flesh" and (living) "Word of God"?

Disciples as formative to who Jesus-on-earth turned out to be? In other words, did He need them as much as they needed Him? Or was the (public) ministry of Jesus fore-ordained so that it did not much matter that there were 12 or that they were "dropouts" from the hustle and bustle of the time? If the parables and miracles were rehearsed with them, then perhaps this shaped the choice of words and images subsequently used?

Worship service of Sunday morning, July 17: which segments are directed to God, which focus on minister, musician, liturgist and so on?

-prelude [music to hear]--musician to God
-announcements & greetings =FELLOWSHIP, one to another
-call to worship <>GOD
-HYMN [music to sing] <>GOD
-Lord's Prayer <>GOD
-Prayer response [music to hear]--musician to God
-Children's story [story to hear]
-Lessons OT and NT [story to hear]
-Gloria Patria [music to sing] <>GOD
-Anthem [music to hear]--musician to God
-Sermon [story to hear]
-HYMN [music to sing] <>GOD
-Silent and Pastoral Prayer <>GOD
-Giving offering [music to hear]--musician to God
-Doxology [music to sing] and Prayer of dedication <>GOD
-Benediction <>GOD
-HYMN [music to sing] <>GOD
-Postlude [music to hear]--musician to God

Jul 12, 2011

Tuesday Bible study July 12

Connection of see (vision) do (actions): if we can visualize something, then it becomes possible to take steps in that direction.
Hence the request during this morning's closing prayer, "to open our eyes to see things before us as you would have us see them; not as we customarily see them."
 
 
The Disciples of Jesus today (us) vs. at the time, 100 generations ago:
Them: The Word of God as oral tradition (Old Testament + live, unfolding Gospel events within living memory)
Us: print, translation, splitting hairs and stumbling over the chapter/verse breaks in flow.
So maybe the printed Bible, ubiquitous as it is in so many variations, is an impediment to understanding God's way.
 
 
Jesus' rebuke (Matthew 15+ parable of Clean/Unclean)... "are you so dull?" he retorts to his disciples.
--is that the teaching style of a Rabbi of that day? Surely it is not the modern-sounding sarcasm that we hear.
 
 
The balance of comfortable routine and uncomfortable themes: while it is wrong to preoccupy yourself with externals like Worship Service Decorum and Appropriate Degree
of Churchiness (tone, texture, rhythm and pacing), it also is wrong to belittle such formalities because to depart too far from accustomed ways can be a distraction. There is
performance anxiety for those speaking and making music, as well as among those paying attention who may worry for those focal persons in case they should make a mistake or
misstep.
 
 
Imagine a real-time instrument to see how many Christian followers at any given moment are dwelling on externalities and not on the temperment or tone of their hearts. Time and
time again Jesus says not to dwell on the formalities of the Old Religion, but to fulfill the spirit of that law and thereby draw closer to God. Suppose, for example, that only 5% of the
aggregate Christians at a peak moment are able to dispense with distractions and focus well and deeply on the heart of Karitas. The same question could be scaled to the personal level, as well: during a weekly or annual cycle, how well are YOU focused on your heart and following the commandment to Care for One Another (love thy neighbor as thyself).

Jul 10, 2011

Reflecting on the July 10, 2011 early worship service

1. Aramaic: seek out online (audio) clips of Bible passages or sayings spoken in the text, grammar and rhythm of the original Jesus speak. Audio is often easiest to search at altavista.com and archive.org

 

 

2. Life is like music: at the moment of performance it fills up the space and has real presence, but once it stops, there is little that endures. The same of Shakespeare's imagery "All the world is a stage…." Therein lies the paradox: so very compelling and strong, yet so fragile and impermanent.

 

 

3. Week by week the sermons hold up the mirror to our faulty paths and the many ways a person falls short of Loving God; Loving one's Neighbor as oneself. So imagine a real-time indicator of the empirical situation: at any given moment how many people are ON TRACK with God's wishes; or how many are aware of the shortfall and are actively seeking ways to get back on track again? Scaled to the individual level, what moments in a person's life come closest to matching the ideal mindfulness of God-filled living and working? In what ways does this look different to the person's ways before reaching that peak performance?

 

 

4. Pray without words, phrases, intonations (theme or rheme); but instead proffer images or directional flow (praise upward, request flow of right alignment and constant focus)

 

 

5. Imagery for earnestly seeking answers in worship and fellowship inside and outside the church and surrounding town: headlamps beaming into the dark to find the path and chose the best fork in the roads. However, rather than moving together as a herd and only the front guides actively searching, instead this front position should rotate to all involved.

 

 

6. Letter to the church at Ephesus (Ephesians 3:14-19), about how to pray well:

-..he may strengthen you… >>POWER/authorized to go forth in co-mmision
-..He may dwell in your hearts; grounded; roots… >>ABIDING Presence
-…We may hold on tightly… >>TOTAL Commitment 360
-…Filled to the measure… >>DIRECT Line/undiluted

Jul 6, 2011

on July 5 - Mens Bible Study

<> Sea change of the fast paced, morning commuter traffic on the streets leading to the church parking lot, on the one hand, and passing through the open door leading to the assembled small group of men gathered around the table with coffee and treats, ready to hear God’s Word and to connect this to each of our understandings of the meanings. How rare a feeling to know that each week at this place and time the 2,000 year old message can be heard and known. And even though in the quiet and supporting space of that weekly get-together we talk about the modern-day meanings to us and sometimes also the (unstated) implications of those meanings, still it is hard to hold on to those ideas after leaving the circle and disbanding to our separate paths outside.

<> Accounting for the best human efforts to follow the example of Jesus in the world: as far as anyone can tell, what was the Golden Age among Jews; that is, if ever there was a time when a sizeable proportion of believers actually hungered after God’s Will and carried out the 10 commandments, and so on, then what differences in human society followed from this? After the coming of Rabbi Jesus and the core of His message circulated widely, is there a time or place when a sizeable proportion of followers actually succeeded in holding Him in the front of their minds, or preoccupied themselves with the idea of “What Would Jesus Do”? As a result of attaining some degree of Heaven On Earth, what differences in human society followed from this? On the other hand, if this question only makes sense at the level of individual relationship to God, rather than at the society-wide scale, then what real-life examples (especially of our time) are there to examine and see what difference in the person’s deeds, words, viewpoint and attitude follows from this? In short, making the supreme effort to actually fulfill God’s Word, what difference does it (empirically) make? Or is this the wrong question to be asking?

<> Does Faith displace Fear (mutually exclusive); does Good displace Evil? Or can there be instead a sliding scale of overlap (like the Yin-Yang image) whereby the mixture tips at a given moment from a preponderance of the one or the other?

<> Peter calls, “Lord, if it is you, call me to come to you on the water.” The group took a few things from this episode and choice of words: (1) that any expression of Faith should be connected to Jesus/God/Holy Ghost (not a solitary, solo experience of one’s own volition), (2) that it is prudent to seek evidence that God is the one leading one’s heart (not another motive or source) by requesting Him to call us.

<> Translation theory: from time to time the group wants to know the source word or phrase of the Greek. Early translations were formal or literal, but the opposite approach seeks “dynamic equivalence” and permits idiomatic and conversational rhythms of spoken (educated, college or at least 9th grade level, American) English. An example of this is Eugene Peterson’s translation, The Message. And yet the facts of translation remain, translating across scores of decades; across ethnic differences and material conditions of living; across language structures and senses (ethnopoetics and grammar boundaries; connotation and denotation shifts). The upshot is that Original Language (such as the Q’uran, frozen in 7th century written-style Arabic) becomes harder and harder for moderns to grasp beyond the surface level. And the Bible’s approach of allowing vulgates into all human languages, even those lacking a writing system, means that deeper, older, stranger meanings are dropped, out of focus or streamlined to fit the particular language style and flow. Either way the result is the same: a gap grows between each new generation and the fixed source texts. Readers impose surplus meaning by projecting modern experiences onto the original words, or the words of today simplify and flatten out the rich flavor and depth of the original, turning parts of the text from Technicolor to sepia; turning parts from three-dimensions to cardboard cut-outs. Expert editorial processing gives smooth reading to modern ears, but mischaracterizes some of the source. What is the remedy –short of bundling a hodge-podge of original texts into a folder, learning to read each century and genre on its own terms, and calling the resulting packet The Bible? Surely the smart people of past generations and the software wielding scholars of today have come to conclusions about how big or small this fact of translation is to knowing the Bible and seeking the meaning of God’s actions and declarations as recorded in the miscellany of writings we now call The Bible. [I wonder when that term came into common usage? New Oxford English Dictionary gives no date found in written materials, but shows the roots of the word itself: Middle English from Old French from Greek from semitic.]

Jun 27, 2011

grace in a cup of cold water on a hot day

Notes based on the 8:30 a.m. summertime service  26 June 2011 
 

(1) Hard times is when we sorely FEEL our need for God.

But in good times, too, the need is great but this is hard to feel.

 

(2) Cover illustration of the church bulletin is a pen-and-ink drawing of a New England clapboard church with a rising sun with prominent rays and a small group of silhouetted people moving toward the front doors. My mixed impression: Great Intentions and High Hopes, but very little follow-through or fulfilled actions when heading home again a few hours hence. In other words, words and music raise us up, but it is up to the individuals to provoke, invite, then encourage and support to make any results of those good intentions.

 
(3) The essence of Grace: Matthew chapter10 tells about "offering a cold cup of water" to a person.
 

Not premeditated, not calculated for self-glory, not a big expense of time or money or discomfort.
Substitute a kind word, a knowing smile or an understanding look in a person's eye for similar effect.
Fulfilling the teachings is a fluid and quenching thing like the Cup of Water; it's not Rule Conformity.
It is direct, personal and mindful; not impersonal and business-like, indirect or conceptual, or unthinking.
As such this expression of oneself into the path of another person is dialogic (not one-way communication) and includes the possibility or risk of oneself being changed as a result, too. It may work like a "peak experience," a formative moment, or function something like the temporary "imprinting" stage of hatchlings when they truly open their eyes for the first time and what they see before them becomes the most important thing to pay attention to. In sum, the image of offering a Cup of Water to a person embodies what Grace (karitas) is: Love for another person, expressed in a direct and personal way –nothing more, nothing less.

 

(4) Early worship service on week 1 and 2 numbered about 30 in the vast worship hall, but now in week 3 only a scant dozen spread themselves here and there among the church pews. As such it was impossible to "blend in" or proceed in praise "on autopilot." Worship with such small numbers made the whole undertaking more deliberate and fresh, maybe like the small numbers of Christians in venerable but mostly empty houses of worship in Western, Central and Eastern Europe; or in the house churches of China. In short the separation blurred between worship leaders "on stage" and those spectators respectfully sitting in quiet attention. With such small numbers the experience was personal and every voice was heard and every person was felt.

 
(5) What is the culture of Christianity?
Thinking about a definition of a culture, the main elements go from the material environment to the social structures and manner of talking, as well as the intangible matters of style, ideals and mental categories or felt connections between things. In a word, culture is what shapes our lives. It defines what does and does not matter. To speak of Christian culture could mean the ideas, customary relationships and actions during the day, year and lives that are Christ-like. But as creatures of our historical horizon and national environment it is easy to blur what is American and what is modern life what is Christian. To be clear, though, some of the things we see and do and imagine as belonging to the Bible, the relationship to our Creator and Word Made Flesh are not exclusively Christian; there are values and customs that may overlap or intersect Christ's Ways. Filtering out our modernism and our Americanism gives a truer grasp of the things in our traditions that do belong to The Son of Man.
 

 Nowadays: Are the teachings of Christ and the relationship to God background to we as protagonists living out the lifestory we have? Or instead is it God's Will that is the active force and we who are the background to that story; we who conform, react and respond to The Way in order to fit in its wake? To "be" a Christian under these circumstances involves filtering out the many distractions and glut of material wealth that floods our attention and stewardship instincts. Somehow individual persons become placeholders, 2-dimensional cardboard cutout tokens, or less urgent a call on our minds than bills, deadlines, paperwork, online hotlinks and voicemail messages.

 

Civil War aftermath (c1870-1890): Mass consumption and production of the industrial infrastructure and its connected markets. Perhaps the preoccupation of people professing and pursuing Christianity was, like today, divided between those concerned with the Show (looking proper and reproducing the outward appearance of A Christian Life) and those concerned with the Tell (disregarding outward appearances in favor of hearing God's Voice and Speaking His Will). In other words, there were Mainline Churches run like corporate bodies with officers, minutes and committees. But there were also searching souls alone or together who did not cleave to the Mainline Church routines and benchmarks. Lots of great hymns date from these days, as well. So the shared experience of worship under a roof or at a revival tent must have been powerful enough for the Vale of Tears then.  To "be" a Christian under those circumstances would be a struggle between The Word powerfully brought to life by skillful speakers and the visual pomp of Polite Society that many took to be the mark of Respectability in God's eyes and in one's Neighbor's eyes.

 

Frontier times west of the Mississippi (c 1885-1920): Small habitations and so many uncertainties (hostile and aggravated Native Americans, distant federal services and fashions; weather and growing animals or plants for sale, multiple ailments and ways to meet early death) may have made families, strangers and individual souls feel less cultural padding or comfort to separate themselves from The Creator. To "be" a Christian under those circumstances must have involved a degree of "make do" resourcefulness; do it yourself Rites and readings, and so on.

 
Nonconformity times of the Puritans and others (c.1610-1670): Similar to frontier times, uncertainty and death were common companions. So daily intercession of God would be keenly felt and responded to. For non-believers there were distractions and self-medications of the day. To "be" a Christian under those circumstances could be a life-threatening thing since the Act of Worship was prescribed in manner, time and place and authorized edition of the Bible.

Jun 7, 2011

"drawing closer to God" (prayer phrase)

1. We (start and) end the weekly Bible Study with prayer and among the phrases that sometimes arise is "...may we draw closer to God."
So I asked what does this mean if real life: exactly how far CAN a person draw close to God without actually being God?
Put another way: What does it look like when a person is close to God or in daily and hourly relationship with God?
Is this quantity (number of minutes per day when one's mind is filled with such things) or quality (depth, breadth, flavor); or maybe both?
 
Answer emerging from that conversation: much like the difference between "knowing" (in your head) about a matter versus knowing the same thing (by dint of experience, not just book knowledge), so too the God community is not just distinctions, connections, terminology but has to involve experience; knowing in this second, bodily way.
Drawing ever closer to God means, then, to identify in His world; His kingdom; His works and tasks for we His hands and His feet. And yet how seldom we actually glimpse our own identities at a given moment, let along over the process of growth and change. Self-awareness of identity sticks out when one is out of the taken for granted routines and comfortable, convenient environment. Identity is shaped by experience, not by head-knowledge alone; adversity and responding to it is another influence (adversity tests one's true character; "a friend in need is a friend indeed").
 
2. I reflect on the parable channel of Jesus' teaching and the rabbinic mode of Midrash (overstate a case in order to see it more clearly as it truly is).
Although the stories are persuasive by logic and emotion and example/deeds, still the message exceeds our finite minds. So it is sort of ironic that syntax and words and teaching is conveyed by logic and yet the subject of Faith by its essential character is without boundaries, definition or fixed shape and patterns of logic. It is a matter of the heart - sort of like the story, "The Little Prince" [Le Petit Prince by Antoine St. Exupery]: "It is only with the heart that one can truly see" [or ...that one can see truth].

May 31, 2011

bible study 5.31.2011 - unity? diversity?

Continuing in parallel with the lectionary (Matthew's Gospel), we came to the point of confrontation between Pharisees and Jesus, who is healing the lame man's hands On The Sabbath. The discussion came up: why are the (schooled/achievement-based expertise) Pharisees so reactionary (hereditary Saducces were learned and held religious special status, but they are not reported in confrontation with Jesus in the same way that Pharisees do)? The solution seems to be that the Pharisees were a relatively recent group at the time of Jesus' life. They rose much in reaction to the encroachment of economic and cultural dominance of the Romans. So while the heyday for classical Greece was around 400 B.C.E. for the Romans the rise to prowess began with the Punic wars in the 200s BCE. That's when the Palestine (Levant) encroachments began and the Pharisee tradition arose.
 
Next question: when did a universal church rise up (compared to the ancient, primitive house-churches that Paul tends over with their diverse contexts and cultural baggage)?
Answer: it arose in coincidence with Constantine III declaring the empire to support and follow Christianity. Since Rome was the cultural capital, it was natural to expect prominence equally among religions: the biggest and best also would be in Rome. And yet forever --primitive times and since then to now today (include E/W schism, reformation "separated bretheren), there has been discord and disagreement, as well as variance in interpreting the scriptures.
 

Mar 9, 2011

book, Jerusalem Jerusalem

http://onpoint.wbur.org/2011/03/08/james-carrolls-jerusalem-jerusalem-the-earthly-and-the-heavenily-the-mundane-and-the-imagined

[radio interview show; excerpt follows, sample passage from book also posted there]

For years before the Arab uprising, author James Carroll has been studying Jerusalem. Not just the city today and its divisions and tensions. But the city over thousands of years, as a symbol and locus of the sacred, the sublime, and the violent. As a spark point for modernity, and a portal to antiquity.

Feb 23, 2011

new view of world; bible study Feb 22 - more Beatitudes

Wrestling with the "everlasting Word of life," as Quaker founder Geo. Fox called the good book, we at the Bible study seem to be aligning ourselves with the worldview promoted therein: have faith to mingle with all members of society great and small, actively do good in your world, go forth in meekness with an open heart listening intently for God's direction.

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We got through the part where the O.T. commandments are recapped ("You have heard it said: thou shalt not kill...") and read the Lord's Prayer version of Matthew (a little different to Luke 11 version). We wondered how come we say the version "forgive us our sins" [until the 1970s we used Debts]. We noted that this model prayer has the praise part to begin and the "give us" part afterwards. But many people skip the first part...

Getting back to the "you have heard it said..." discussion, we looked for the common denominator in all those statements. In other words, by taking things to that full (spirit of the commands, not just going through the motions/behaviors of the commands) meaning, what is Jesus really getting at in terms of the Right Attitude and Relationship between us and our God. One clue comes from the scene when Jesus is asked "what is the greatest commandment": love God and love your neighbor as yourself. By doing that master command, then all the rest of the commands/behaviors are mere details. When love for the creator and for fellow person is overflowing, then the sins/commandments will take care of themselves.

[listing the beatitudes alongside the reward/result of each illustration, a pattern emerges]

poor in spirit ->searching out/inside
those who mourn ->paused from rut
the gentle/meek ->power voluntary
hunger/thirst ->righteousness urgent; singlemnded
merciful ->forgive yield to bigger/higher
pure in heart ->open, not cluttered
the peacemakers ->vision of good
persecuted for righteousness->undaunted
reproached/persecuted/say evil of you for my sake ->foregrounded, searching out/inside

in summary, one's heart should be:
-paused from rut, routine or knee-jerk responses
-voluntary spirit
-urgent, single-minded
-forgive yield to bigger/higher
-open, not cluttered or distracted
-vision of the good
-undaunted by obstacles or threats
-foregrounded

Feb 15, 2011

beatitudes, Letter of THE LAW vs the Spirit of the Law

Matthew 5:17 talks about "fulfilling the Law, not abolishing it."


The Beatitudes include a series of statements about "you have heard it said" [insert Old Testament/Ten Commandments list]. In each case the point is that what is stated pertains to external, observable actions against The Law. However, in each case we hear that this is only the visible "tip of the iceberg" and that the spirit of the law is what matters. In other words, by making your heart/outlook/intentionality Righteous, then the external behaviors will naturally follow [cf. Book of James in which there is the statement about black hearts are indicated by black words: what is on the inside comes out].

 

During our Tuesday Bible Study discussion the experience of leading worship and study in prison yielded this insight: because the church experience there is not institutionalized (no building or hierarchy), there is more latitude for the Christian Experience to focus on the spirit of the teachings, not its trappings. The structured society of prison gives enough institutional inertia, so that church matters can be dispensed with. An analogy could be to the Bible itself: during the time of Jesus there was no bound version with red lettering or gilt edges. So the Word was not objectified or institutionalized. Instead the emphasis was on the spirit or content of the Word. Paradoxically the published and bound volume can be a compact gateway (not endpoint or final destination) and yet for the false sense of finiteness this leads to a false belief that it holds power or sanctity as an object alone. Therefore, while it can be an entry to God's Word, it can also be a stumbling block.

Feb 1, 2011

Men's bible study, Feb. 1

Beatitudes, Matthew 5:
-That the list of how to go through life is about relating to God and God to each person. It is BE-attitude, in which attitude or perspective is the connective tissue between what you know in your head (knowledge; what is right) and how you act in the world (seizing opportunities now that you can see them right in front of you)

-Human weakness makes us scale our ambitions, expectations, and sense of insult or irritation in relative terms ("at least I'm better than..." or "at least I'm not as much of a sinner as..."). However, in God's eyes, such mortal preoccupations is just like "rearranging the deck chairs on the Titanic." In other words, there are much, much bigger things than the puny jockeying relative to one's neighbors. When it comes to God's working and relating to each person, that is an absolute (not relative) thing. So much of our experiences are relativistic that it is counter-intuitive to our lived experience to perceive differences with our fellow children-of-God and accept that we are equally sinful, blessed and loved.

-Just as life experience allows us to actually understand the significance of things like disability, children's care, in-laws, mortality and so forth, the same is true of the Beatitudes: by moving from head-knowledge (logic; logos) to heart-knowledge, the full meaning hits home. It becomes part of who we are; our identity; what we claim as our own. As such, we carry it out in daily decisions and actions.
Lived experience, both the sweet and the bitter, does make things come alive for us; makes the concepts real. As such, the things that surround us (opportunities, temptations, obligations) suddenly become visible. They were there all the time, but somehow we never could "see" them. God's grace is there; His righteousness is there; joy, mystery, glory and power for ever and ever are there. But until we are prepared to see this, no matter how many times to go to places to see God, we won't really see Him.

-Hungering and thirsting for righteousness is not only a "pull" (positive attraction), but also a "push" (negative repulsion): we resonate with being Righteous (but not Self-righteous) much like a radio that moves from out-of-tune into clear tuning, but we also rankle at being un-righteous. There is pleasure in being Right with the Lord at the same time that there is pain in being not-Right with the Lord.

-Just as "People don't care what you know until they know that you care," so too, for people to accept that God's Word is relevant and hunger for this, first of all they need to feel that God cares.

=-= Why does it matter to seek more knowledge, then incorporate into one's working understanding and vision, and finally to act in consonance with that improved stature?
Take the example of reading an owner's manual versus just trial-and-error. For having wrestled with the word, then applying this to one's working method the resulting improvement in vision (acuity, finer distinctions, ability to make connections that were not apparent before) means that you can see farther, wider and deeper when faced with the same circumstances than ever you could before. Whereas the trial-and-error or lucky-guess person bumps into all sorts of troubles, the person with the Big Picture or map can navigate the intermediate obstacles to most readily reach the point they seek.

Jan 30, 2011

knowledge - attitude/belief - behaviors

know (in isolation or in connection to) feel (owning an idea or action as one's own/one's self) action (behavior standard met, in isolation or connected to belief and knowledge)
 
e.g. xianity; cross-cultural differences; c2L2

Dec 26, 2010

hokey holiday busyness

The annual coming of Christmas Day is a reminder of the "mission statement" that an infant is a gift from the creator, no matter if born in animal quarters and surrounded in poverty, too. I have many thoughts and feelings of this season or hustle and bustle, high expectations and obligatory retail excess.
 
1. Double vision: yes, there is lots of feel-good from the cozy music, treats, reunions and traveling about. But all that is _maya_ (illusion as the Buddhists say), like the dew on the grass or smoke on the wind soon gone. The more valuable view is the restatement and glorifying of the Jesus story: born in flesh amid poverty to save one and all, literally 'God with us' (Emmanu-el, EL dennoting the old name for the creator God). So let's not feel bad about the feel-good shineyness, but let's remember that it matters little, and even distracts a lot from the main story about God in your face, on the ground, amid daily living.
 
2. What would the world look like if the Jesus story and God oriented society were global and normalized: not in the sense of Official, state policy like the dopa or soma for the masses, but rather in the true, open-ended and vigilent spirit of the human-God relationship: listening for God's will, but ever inquiring. Never blind obedience, but always 'wrestling with the Word' (literally, Israe-el; where EL is the old name for the creator God). Perhaps then it would be normal to speak God's name and consult God's will or remain open to the Holy Spirit. There would be no 'cordon sanitaire' between Church and State, since all creation would be touched by God. And yet there would be no mortal glibly justifying self-righteousness for her or his personal actions and gains.
 
3. So much of the Church year and familiar routines have little connection to the basic Jesus story and personal relationship to God. Image if all the hoopla were discarded and just the central message(s) were the basis of all activity and discussion.
 
4. It seems so human-centric to insist that God privileges homo sapiens sapiens of all his creatures, and further for us to embody his power in the human form of the Christ. But as a useful life exercise, it is all right to ante up and get in the game, and to use the pieces we have been handed down by tradition and history to help us to fumble around and engage in relationship to our creator and the created world we briefly inhabit.

Dec 12, 2010

doubts of the season








Pageants, concerts, TV programming, carols, fancy dress in green and red themes, street and shop decorations, sweet treats and added effort of hustling for cards, postage, gifts and wrapping. It is all a much of a muchness, similar to other years and best characterized is lots of light, but little real heat: a verisimilitude or proxy of imagined well-being, or in Tiny Tim's words from A Christmas Carol, "God Bless Us, everyone." What is to doubt of the season: the haste, the preoccupation, the anxieties all distract and detract from the message. What is the message, anyway? In a word, the message is Emmanuel, God With Us. That message is the point; it should be sufficient to celebrate. So away with the rest of the dross - bah, Humbug to the busyness. Let us be still and calm, give thanks and finish with praise.

Although this tinge of gloominess has been spreading the past 2 weeks, it came into focus during the annual ballet production of The Promise yesterday: some familiar and bigger than life music to accompany the youth company production. Technically impressive, narratively recognizable of The Christmas Story, occasionally artistically in perfect synthesis of performers moving as one and focused on telling the story, rather than merely going through the motions on synch. But between gorgeous costumes, amplified music, awesome lighting changes and audience clapping intermittently for dancers' well executed points, the message for Christmas was ironically in the distant background, even as it figures as the subject of the production.

Dec 8, 2010

Researching World Christianity: [a database of]

Subject: [xpost H-Asia]: [a database of] Doctoral Dissertations on Mission Since 1900
URL http://resources.library.yale.edu/dissertations/ 
Yale University Library & Yale Divinity School, Yale University, New Haven, CT, USA

---Self-description:
"This database incorporates compilations of missions-related
dissertations published in the July 1983, July 1993, and July 2003
issues of the International Bulletin of Missionary Research
[http://www.internationalbulletin.org/], and has been expanded in its
scope. First, it includes English-language doctoral dissertations
without regard to country of origin. Secondly, rather than focusing
narrowly on missions, it also includes dissertations dealing with
Christianity outside the West. Excluded are dissertations about
Christianity in Europe, Australasia, and North America, with the
exception of aboriginal missions in those areas. Thirdly, it expands
the chronological scope to include dissertations presented since
1900. Fourth, the earlier compilations were limited to 'research'
doctorates, understood to include the Th.D. and the Ph.D.; the
present compilation includes all doctoral level dissertations and
theses that we could identify, including the D.Min. and D.Miss.

Finally, we consulted many more sources to identify theses and
dissertations than did the predecessor compilations, including
websites and published bibliographies (a bibliography of sources
consulted will be included with the database). As a result, the
number of titles identified increased from 2,371 in its three
predecessors to nearly 5,193. Updates to the database have increased
the number of titles to 6,113 as of April 2010. The creation of this
database was undertaken in collaboration with the International
Bulletin of Missionary Research, and made possible by the support of
the Overseas Ministries Study Center [http://www.omsc.org/], New
Haven, Conn.."

Site contents
[examples of keyword searches]

# MALAYSIA - details [Title, Author, Degree, Institution, Date,
Abstract, DAI Number, Country of Origin, Subject 1, Subject 2,
Subject 3, Subject 4] of the 21 located dissertations, including:
...[21] Church Structure Issues in Asian Ecumenical Thought: With
Particular Reference to Malaysia and Singapore. Yap, Kim Hao. Boston University.

# KOREA - details of the 143 located dissertations, including:
[1] The Anglican Church's missionary work in Korea 1890--1910 as
revealed in its missionary magazine 'Morning Calm' Ahn, J.M.
University of Wales.
...[5] A Historical Study of the Role of Pioneer Korean Christians in
Beginning the Indigenous Presbyterian Church and in Bible
Translation, 1876--1912. Bang, Dong Sub. Reformed Theological
Seminary.

# JAPAN - details of the 89 located dissertations, including:
[3] Social Evangel as Nationalism: A Study of the Salvation Army in Japan, 1895--1940. Baggs, Albert Edward. State University of New York
at Buffalo.
[4] Between idolatry and infidelity: The Christian missionary in Japan, 1874--1912: A case study of cross-cultural encounter with
special reference to the activities of British missionaries in Japan. Ballhatchet, H.J. University of London.
[5] Education in early Meiji Japan, 1868--1890. Bonnallie, Dorothy A. Claremont Graduate University.

Oct 13, 2010

two brothers - the case for & against God

Hitchens Brothers Agree To Disagree Over God
Journalist Christopher Hitchens is an atheist, who says the world would be better off without religion. His brother Peter is a conservative Anglican, who believes goodness is impossible without religious faith. The brothers have publicly argued over faith for years. But now that Christopher has been diagnosed with cancer, the theoretical argument is real.

[npr.org Relgion 13 Oct 2010]

Sep 24, 2010

3rd John

9/21/2010 fccsj men's bible study

3rd John (a chapter only 1/2 page in length)
<> Local leader lording over group of believers >Follow Paul's instructions: go first to confront alone, then with a witness, and as a last resort in front of whole church. It is the intent of calling a person's actions into question that matters. Doing so for status quo or institutional comfort is wrong. The process of engagement should be equally painful for both parties to be an honest one, guided by prayer and The Word, not by personalities or emotional responses.

<> Reference to the local pagans >these worship local dieties, rather than the non-Jew "God Fearers" who were seeking God's favor.

<> Church >while the original Jesus follower's included early leaders who countenanced and coached local gatherings as a recognizable (if persecuted, secret) Body of Believers; i.e., Church, there was no formal authority to issue any charter to define and recognize a particular collection of people to be "a church," at least to begin with. Similarly of Apostles (those given a mission), Disciples (students/followers of...), or Brothers (and Sisters). One could become these things unilaterally? Or would some leaders dub a person to be any or all of these statuses?

Sep 5, 2010

Being Christian? Doing Christian?

 We can begin from the New Testament idea that being righteous and striving to be holy is all about one's relationship with the Creator and ultimately concerns what is in one's intentionality and in one's heart.

 

If that is true, then one never attains perfection in any static, finished sense. No matter how you may dress, walk, talk in such as way that expresses the extra effort and intention to excel and rise about the murkiness of daily hustle and bustle, what really matters is not what it looks like on the outside, but what you are striving for on the inside.

Using the same inside/outside logic as a measuring tool, one can size up the greats: the disciples and the Christ, but also the people called saints in hindsight, and those among us living today who may accomplish a lot of good in the world and who may or may not be doing this fully mindful of God's place in their lives.

Using the same inside/outside logic as a measuring tool, one can also observe those among us living today who may NOT (visibly) accomplish much good in the world and who may or may not be doing this fully mindful of God's place in their lives.

On balance what is the difference between those doing good things, and those who are not producing good results? Using the inside/outside logic, what matters is the person's heart primarily, then what joy or succor they bring to their fellows secondarily.

The "fruit and the vine" image says the same thing: stay in the game, stay connected to The Word (Jesus as the Word made flesh) and results will grow: both the relationship to God inside one's heart AND the material good one accomplishes among fellow creatures.

 

In sum, when our times consist of fragmented spaces and lives, filled with disconnected messages, interactions, obligations and aspiration, perhaps the greatest thing to ask for is the fullness of life: being able to see oneself and others in the life course big picture that holds all those pieces together in one frame as they ripen, mature, produce and decay. What matters, then, is to strive to understand God's word and presence and authorized with his commission to each one of us, to go forth as His hands and feet; doing his work and knowing that we are cherished, that we belong to Him (love in many facets) and that that condition will never end.

Stated in terms of advice to trial-and-error, seeking Christians: (1) use all avenues to understand who/what God is in order to see His presence and works [i.e., firstly, Love God - mindfulness], and (2) knowing Him, then fulfill his work among one's fellows [i.e., Love your neighbor as yourself -usefulness].

So in a word: be mindful and be useful. Do good works, and do them mindfully (or prayerfully). To play the game, you need to show up in the first place (get off the bench and play).

Aug 9, 2010

Prayerbook impressions, Siddur Sim Shalom

Here follow selected parts of the introductory remarks, commentaries and supplemental readings and hymns from the 2001 sixth printing of the Prayerbook from The Rabbinical Assembly, The Utd Synagogue of Conservative Judaism (NYC).

viii [morning b'rakhot] ...celebrate the renewal of life with each new day. These b'rakhot express an awareness of human mortality and gratitude -- for God's fits of body and soul, for compassion, for the Torah, and for our covenant with Adonai... [Passages of Song, P'sukei D'zimra] Proper concentration while reciting the words of these sections can help us to approach the core of our worship in the proper spirit, with an informed heart --freely, openly, and gladly.The basic component of this section consists of Psalms 145 through 150.

xii [Kaddish] ...The Kaddish, in any form, is recited only in the presence of a minyan [10 adult Jews], since it is an act of praising God in public.

xiii [On the Liturgy of the Conservative Movement] ...these same liturgical formulations in addressing our Creator, confronting challenges of faith, and expressing gratitude and praise... One of its [this edition] aims was "to endow the traditional Jewish service with all the beauty and dignity befitting it."

xiv ...to praise God for having created each individual in the image of the Divine, as a free person, and as a Jew, rather than the traditional version, which expresses gratitude for not having been created a woman, a slave, or a non-Jew.

xvii [translations] ...English usage has undergone many changes. The most obvious example is the way we have begun speaking about God. As our society has grown more egalitarian and inclusive, a new sensitivity has emerged to the God-language we have always used, with its excessive dependence on masculine imagery... "Adonai" may be only a pious substitute for the original revealed name of God...

xviii ...used the active form, "who RULES the universe," indicating that our praise of God is for the act of guiding our world and making us holy through mitzvot... [Kaddish word choice for 'God'] thus signifying that God wishes His name to be exalted in the world that He created, but that only we have the ability to make that happen.

xxi [book title Sim Shalom (Grant Peace)] appropriate as a symbol of our people's eternal longing for peace.

374 [from Ecclesiastes (Kohelet)] ..There is not one righteous person on earth; who does only good and never sins.>Eat your bread in gladness and drink your wine in joy; for God as already approved of your action::Enjoy life with the one you love all the fleeting days of your life that have been granted you under the sun.>Do with all your might what ever you are able to do.There is no activity, no thought, no wisdom in Sheol, where you are going.

jpg392 I am a Jew (adapted from Edmund Fleg)
jpg393 Facing life changes (Debbie Perlman)
jpg357 One Thing I ask of God (Harold Kushner)

Jul 28, 2010

expressions digitally

as seen in the Religion pages of the Grand Rapids, Michigan Press, www.grpress.com

www.driveinchurch.org
www.hnrc.org [podcasts and streaming video]
www.frcgr.sermonaudio.com

Weekly column of grpress.com to feature one person's religious experience in capsule form:
<> name, age, occupation(s), place of worship
<> important books (apart from sacred texts)
<> important art or artists
<> role models for one's own faith
<> favorite faith practice
<> what I'm working on in my faith life